madison! ([info]upinbooks) wrote,
@ 2007-03-13 20:02:00
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What am I going to do?
To everyone I've offended this year:

I'm really sorry!
Since I've been dating Jake, I've excluded absolutely everyone from my life.
but, even without him, I think things would have turned out like this.

I try so hard to stomach people I used to hangout with, like Jackie, but it's so hard. I still love her, but around people like Amanda, or Will, or even Zach Adorno, she becomes such a fucking idiot.
So, here I am. I have my boyfriend, and that's nearly all. No friends.




I'm trying to become old Madison, and hangout with old friends, but it's not working out. I always resort back to weekends with Jake!
What am I going to do?
:(

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[info]factice
2007-03-14 12:51 am UTC (link)
i think you know this already but i'm in the SAME POSITION! :]

you'll be okayyyyy. maybe you've just grown up a little, grown out of certain friendships and certain routines. don't try to be 'old madison'! be new madison and do new stuff!

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-14 12:59 am UTC (link)
Oh I know! I remember us talking about how we hated everyone, haha.

I've just become so nostalgiac for this past summer.
I miss my old friends, and it seems like there are no new ones to make!
It is nice that I'm not the only one in this situation, but my lack of real friends is getting out of hand!

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[info]fuckinghearthis
2007-03-14 01:21 am UTC (link)
i still love ya

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-14 01:22 am UTC (link)
:) friday was a lot of fun

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[info]commotions_y0
2007-03-14 01:28 am UTC (link)
well now were just as close as we were <3

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-14 01:29 am UTC (link)
I'm so excited for Monday! and our re-friendship!

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[info]commotions_y0
2007-03-14 11:42 am UTC (link)
I am too!
It'll be fun, I promise :]

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[info]wicked_awesome
2007-03-14 01:31 am UTC (link)
i will still always love you

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-15 09:53 am UTC (link)
:*

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[info]sar_uhh
2007-03-14 03:03 am UTC (link)
we've hung out at least three times in the past few months :)

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-15 09:54 am UTC (link)
i know! and I'm really glad we still hangout

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[info]__sciencetalk
2007-03-14 12:27 pm UTC (link)
I never go on this! but i was at school and anyway:
I wish the old madison was back! But it's not like anyones any better anymore. you aren't the only one who changed. A lot of girls do this whenever they have a boyfriend. You and Jake are really great, but me and you are even better! B4L.

I love you Madison!
Let's hangout because i miss you to peices.

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-15 09:54 am UTC (link)
i miss you too, B4L.

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[info]oxymoronkiller
2007-03-15 12:33 am UTC (link)
it was good seeing you saturday !
next time you're over at sarahs we should al hangouttttttt. =)

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[info]oxymoronkiller
2007-03-15 12:33 am UTC (link)
all*

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-15 09:55 am UTC (link)
I'd love to!

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[info]godf_ck
2007-03-15 10:31 pm UTC (link)
I have no real friends.
Sometimes i regret going to cypress.
I started over.
But, now, i'm sort of there, too. I mean, i find myself hating more and more people. It's like, all of the sudden i've had an awakening and i realize how much people suck, you know?
Like, it just hits and you go "Wow, you really are an idot." or, "I never realized your huge ego!"

I say that to myself alot, but,
I tried today to have really good karma.
And, i think i did alright.
Well, there's the story of my bummer life.

So, i've been basically doing the same thing, minus a girlfriend.

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-24 02:14 pm UTC (link)
I completely agree, sometimes it's just like "why was I friends with this person to begin with?!"

but that doesn't apply to you, and I hope yours doesn't apply to me.
I wish you'd gone to Fort Myers with me! There would be at least one human being in my grade.

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[info]godf_ck
2007-03-24 09:13 pm UTC (link)
Haha, thanks.
And, no.. it doesn't apply.
I like you a whole lot.

It sucks were in these shitty situations.
There's this girl at my school that i talk to a lot, and, she sort of tells me im an idiot all the time, and masks it under a "haha, just kidding." Or something- and i told her once, after she went on this long tangent, and, didnt realize she did it or something.

And then i told her again, i was like, "wow, you're pretty mean to me. I think you think you're being funny, but, you're just pretty mean to me."

So, what did she do?
She ignored ME for the rest of the day!
She gave me the silent treatment, becuase i called her out on how much a nasty bitch she is.
I asked her friends why it was all happening backwards and she said "since apparently im mean to you, and i don't realize, i figured i just won't speak to you."

Ahh.
C-word!

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[info]upinbooks
2007-03-25 02:00 am UTC (link)
i h8 people

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